25 August 2008
I feel like my whole life I've been waiting for my life to start, like, well I'm doing this now and it kind of sucks, but soon I'll have this magical whatever that will make me happy and that will be my life. First it was high school, and then college, and then barista, and now this job. Shit. Are we just never happy with what we have, always looking forward to something better, grass is always greener over there type shit? 'Cause that is fucked up. I don't want to be like this. This isn't what my life is. I want happy and fulfillment now. Not in the future. Well, I want it in the future too, but I want it now dammit. Pissed. This cheerful Monday morning rant was brought to you by my mom. Thanks mom (sarcasm)!