I don't feel so good. I hate making decisions. It puts this sick lump in my stomach. Everything feels real blecky right now. I want to move back to the city I love. Is that a good decision? Who knows. But it makes me nervous thinking about it. Change is hard. I want a do over, like in video games. Didn't get all the points you wanted in that level? No problem, just play it over again. A mulligan. Is that the right term? When you get to do over a mistake, like when I play pool and barely hit the ball and it rolls like two inches and my friends are like, that's cool, do over.